senioritis...

in the last couple months of my time at high school, I have realized that what I have defined as "senioritis" my entire life was really just pure laziness. If I didn't want to do a big project I would say something about how it's not fair that all my best friends were seniors and that since I was friends with all upper class-men, I get senioritis too. LIES. I didn't realize I had senioritis until today while I was locked in a room taking my 4 hour AP U.S History exam. I felt pretty good about the multiple choice. I knocked the first essay out of the park. I continued on to my second essay when my mind literally went AWOL. I have never, ever had that happen to me before. It wasn't like I didn't know what to say, it was that my mind didn't want to think. I blinked my eyes trying to re- focus telling myself that I just needed to write two more essays. I finally resorted to bribing my psyche with the simmering goodness of a j-dawg. that got my attention and I finished my exam. first thing I learned is that I obviously love food way too much and secondly, that was possibly the most terrifying thing I have experienced.  to literally loose your mind and loose control of your focus. I think I would take pure laziness any day than the awful reality that is senioritis.